Name: ether
Duration: P00H02M50S
Description: this song is about clashing with my identity and hurting others

ether

from in my room by connor carmody

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this song is about clashing with my identity and hurting others

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keeping up with my pace of selfish selflessness
that's impressive
narcissistic helpfulness
can't be damned
by anyone but I
find it disingenuous
i can't keep it up no more

shower me in condolences
it won't change a thing
bury me in your warm despair
cause i'm not trying so hard no more
enamor me and it won't be fair
i only chase what escapes me
yell at me, swear at me, hit me i dare you please
i want you to be satisfied

tripwire emotions haven't kept me up
all night for nothin, no
couldn't set me up
for success I digress
from this pick me up
shift to put me downs
silence don't fix me up no more

i have been waiting for the rain
it comes down as saline
pressure spouts it out
brine brings pain and i
shut it down
my mind has mastered me
you can't run after me

shower me in condolences
it won't change a thing
bury me in your warm despair
cause i'm not trying so hard no more
enamor me and it won't be fair
i only chase what escapes me
yell at me, swear at me, hit me i dare you please
i want you to be satisfied

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from in my room, released March 20, 2017

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bedroom emo revival

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