Name: dyspnea
Duration: P00H02M42S
Description: this song is about vicious cycles

dyspnea

from in my room by connor carmody

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this song is about vicious cycles

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I said nothing could ever ruin this
I said nothing could ever ruin this
To a friend from a friend to meet the means and the end

But rebuttals came in throngs and it went on a bit too long
I figured hoarse throats were a par for the course

But of course, I was stroking over
Throat lumps looming closer
Liquid anchors off my shoulders

I don't want to wake up from this bad dream
It's so intoxicating to me

And you don't want to waste
Waste you're time on a guy whose emotions turn on a dime

And I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't be a friend to me too
I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't be a friend to me too
I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't blame you

Whiskey and cigarettes
I'm one hell of a coper
An interloper between relief and being sober
Between regrets and a do-over

A couple friends who just lost interest
A couple more who were supportive
They're sick of my own self injustice
They're sick of my crippled contortions

Maybe it's an over proportion
But I cant muster the endorphins
To feel like this life ain't sordid
To feel like this life is worth it

I don't want to wake up from this bad dream
It's so intoxicating to me

And you don't want to waste
Waste you're time on a guy whose emotions turn on a dime

And I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't be a friend to me too
I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't be a friend to me too
I wouldn't blame you
I wouldn't blame you

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from in my room, released March 20, 2017

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